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DaphneChew! ♡, thats her name Born in 5th May 1989, she gonna turn into young adult this year. She loves Photography, Scuba-Diving and Challenges!
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♥ Date: Friday, February 26, 2010
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It's FRIDAY ! I've been waiting for it to come. Work was mad boring that I have no motivation to go work. Oh well, next week onwards I will work like mad for the sake of money ! I'm so looking forward to weekends. (: Glad that my weekends are occupied with different cliques. 'BIG SMILE' :DD. Maybe I should hang out with different people more instead of always going out with the same clique. Like this I'm sure I will be more happy and won't have to see your face and be sad. Next week I have to face you and your girlfriend. I wonder how will I react and am I able to act naturally? Sigh~ I hope I'm able to overcome it. (:
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OPPS! I'm eating snake again.. hahaha :P
14:20pm
♥ Date: Tuesday, February 23, 2010
“If someone wants to be in your life, they’d make an effort to be in it. So don’t bother to reserve a space in your heart for someone who doesn’t make an effort to stay”
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.I totally agree with this quote!
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I know my blog is kinda boring ~
Oh well I will start posting photos to make my blog more lively.
Imma getting tired and sick of the office job..
NONONO ! I will try to love it if not I've got no motivation to go work .
which is very bad !
Sigh~~ I need more more more MONEY !
Seems like CNY ANG BAOS Is getting lesser each year. :(
Ohhhkkkaayy ! Shall stop here and continue doing my work. :P
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10:17am
♥ Date: Saturday, February 20, 2010
Looking through the messages u sent me.
Still remember when I first msg u.
I put in alot of courage using stupid stuffs to start off the conversation.
U know I've got job interview, you msg me and wish me good luck.
When it was my first day at work u msg me and say gambateh to me.
Remember when u were alone in that ulu camp alone we msg like there's no tomorrow.
Those were the good old days, now that u are with her all these will not happened again...
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11:24am
♥ Date: Friday, February 19, 2010
我的心真的好痛。
你懂那种想哭但是哭不出来的感觉吗？
睢能告诉我该怎样面对他们？
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或许是老天爷在惩罚我吧。
♥ Date: Thursday, February 18, 2010
I'm glad I have really good friends around me. They stay by my side, make me laugh and listen to my nagging. REALLY THANK YOU ! Well though I still can't get over it but I'm trying my best to change my life. Gonna use the Organiser Dawn had given me, planning the days for excercise, read books to brush up my English and when I've got enough money I'm going to learn Guitar. Hoping I can be very busy to stop my mind from thinking and thinking ! I'm sure I can do it! SMILES(:
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Sometimes I think I'm finding trouble for myself. Why I go click the photo album to look at the photos she had uploaded and feel sour after knowing both of you went dating happily. I've hide the news feed hoping I will not see it anymore but sometimes I will still feel curious and click on your profile. Sigh ~~ I want to get rid of u from my mind !
我讨厌现在的自己，根讨厌爱说谎的她。
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23：03pm
♥ Date: Saturday, February 13, 2010
From today onwards I will stop mentioning him ! I will be better and I know I confirm will !
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14:46pm
♥ Date: Sunday, February 07, 2010
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I think I should really give up after going to ur Birthday Chalet. Seeing u happily playing, body contact, sleeping together, seating next to her, going out together and asking her to help you cut cake infront of your relatives, parents and friends. I'm really disappointed, jealous and sad yet I still need to hold on to my emotions and put on a fake smile. It really hit me hard in my heart that I feel that I couldn't breathe..
She said she never like u, but the actions when both of u are together is like couple. Friends can see that, that is why they keep disturb you saying both of u are scandal. But on the contradict side u act as if u are annoyed by it and telling me it will make u feel akward, yet you still get close to him. Okay. Maybe to you, being a best friend with a guy you can be so close with him. It keeps me wonder what kind of person are you?
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I think at the chalet he can feel that I'm weird in some ways. I kept a distance from him whenever I see them together and when he talk to me I just reply in short form so that there wont be conversation between us. I really don't know since when I've fallen for you so deeply.Maybe is when you cares for me whenever I had problems, you come and chat with me when you're online on msn, walking home with me when we slack till midnight and you walk home back yourself and how I always win when I team up with you playing basketball. Tell me how to not fall for you ?
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We will not be the same like we used to be anymore. I will try every-ways to stop loving you. I know it really hurts and i will be damn upset but I will not give up! Just hoping we still can be friends. I can feel that you like her, I saw your facebook status you must be referring to her. Wish you all the best in every thing u do and I thank you for being by my side all these while when I'm sad. GOODBYE ~.
23:15pm
23:15pm
♥ Date: Friday, February 05, 2010
I can't sleep ! :( Been thinking and thinking ...
Today the girl told me that he once say that I'm his type of girl. I'm super shock and of course I must hold on to my emotions if not they will see through me. Haiz. I'm regretting for not doing the things I wanted to do long ago . No point saying all these as I can't turn back time. Will just see how the chalet goes.
Well one thing I know is that he and she are now very close, even letting her know his password for facebook just to take care of his country story and ask her to help him collect the chalet key as he will in camp till very late.
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I'm afraid I can't hold on to my emotions anymore...
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00:54am
♥ Date: Wednesday, February 03, 2010
Life had been really bad for me this two weeks. Been getting aggitated, angry and jealous easily. But I'm slowly getting better. I've already sort out my mind, since I already know that would be impossible and I won't give any hint or anything. I will give up ! That day when we were out, I can see how close u and her is. Even friends say that maybe you two will be together although you've been saying "we're just good friends". I believe in 日久深情, I can feel that the girl also like you. Well time will show...