♥ Date: Thursday, January 21, 2010
Finally gotten my Advance Diving Certificate and the card! Went down to Fisherman Scuba with ZhaoLun to get it. :) It makes me feel like going diving again. *Laughs* Hopefully I can go for a diving trip this year.
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Well we always have lots of things to say. He knows me well. I'm the type of person who always keep things to myself even if I'm very frustrated with some things. And a person who have low self esteem. Come to think of it, I always run away from problems . I really envious those who have the courage to speak it out and able to solve the problems easily. I know is not right to run away, to avoid and just leave the problems at it is. If only I have the courage !
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I also need to be more sociable and to be more open. I want to make more friends but I really don't know how to make the first move to chat with a person. Sometimes people will mistaken me as a hard to get along person. My height already scares people off. *LOL* I need to be more open in the sense of I cant always because that who who who is really pervert so I dislike him. I will tend to ignore that guy or someone I don't like. But what can I do ? Put on a mask and smile at the people I don't like and talk to them like friends?
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Oh my ! I think its time for me to change to be a better person ! I wish I've got the courage to tell the guy I like him if there's someone appear, I don't want to run away from problems anymore and I want to be more sociable !
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