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Yeppie! I finally finish packing my stuffs. Tomorrow will be going Tioman to take my advance diving course. :) Imma felt excited but at the same time I regret going. As you all know I'm having financial difficulties, actually before deciding to go I've already think about this. But I just don't want to miss out the fun and all my diving mates are taking Advance so if I never take, next time I have to take it myself which I don't wish to.

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Mum scolded me the other day as i borrowed from her 100 dollars. Yes I know I'm not a filial daughter and I had dissapoint my mum again and again. HAIS* I think life is pretty unfair, my brother go for facial and mum willing to pay for him the 700 dollars to do and sometimes my mum pay for his credit card. OHKAY ! I know my brother deserves this as he is good at everything as compared to me. Enough of this, when i get a job and get my first pay I so gonna open another saving account and no card for that account so that I can SAVE! Every month I will give my mum money, no more getting money from her even if I saw nice things that I wanted when I go out with her, I won't use a single cent from her.

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Home to me is not like home anymore. When I work at 'The Box' I miss staying at home so when I quit I stayed at home most of the time yet i get scolded that I stayed at home because I waste electicity. I had enough of this, I will always go home late and treat it as a hotel! I think she will be really happy.

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Just ignore my nonsense, i know all these happened because I'm too wishful and I'm a F*** U* person! I've already learn my lesson, I will always remember it !

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