18days to BALI !

.

Don't know since when the last time I called him dad..

Now he is a stranger to me..

Every Fri and Sat at evening time he will come back home on the television and race horse..

At night he will go back to his work ..

Seems like our home is his place to gamble and only sleep at home on every Sun..

Tell me if u have this kind of father will u like it ?

Ya he got give me money but that is not main point..

I want to have a responsible father ..

If really one day because of his gambling, he lost alot of money and who's going to suffer ?

US ! Especially my mum ..

I hate it when I know he tell my mum he no money, I really wonder what is he doing outside everyday without coming home ..

Whatever it is , I know he is still my father I will try my best to call him dad when i see him..

Chances are very low as I really don't know how !

.

01:25am