♥ Date: Tuesday, May 23, 2006
Getting frustrated nowadays.My father had close all the duck stores as u all know ducks are getting lesser so it would affected the buisness badly. Is a right choice to close down and find other job. He had found a job but,haiz, only can say he is a irresponsible father!!!! When i saw him i never even called him, how bad am i huh.He now having debts and yet he still race horse and cannot even give me my weekly allowance.I sometimes wondering what he had done outside. He never even contribute to the family, my mum had to pay all bills and our daily needs. He only know how to use don't know how to pay, only know how to sleep than go out as if he in hotel , only know how to use all electricity and water but never even pay a single cents.He really make my mum frustrated( gei XIm)!! And my mum kept asking me to find a job on june holidays but really cannot if i got to work i am sure i wun concentrate well on my studies. I would rather do well on my studies and go to a higher level than find a good job and help my family . But i wun blame my mum but i will surely blame my dad !!!! I won't respect him , he makes me do so !!!Haiz why i had this kind of father , pls tell me why. I really dun wish to care about it but i can't cuz this is my family and my beloved mum are now facing it i must be with her always so tat she will not think too much. I hope tat my father would juz go and pay the debts and stop racing!!!!! I dun knw what will happen to us if he did not pay the debts,I really Don't Know!!! I really really sick and tired of this!!! I envys those who have a good familys!!! Hope they will be happy always!!! But i am glad to have my mum who will give me the things i want and also love me always!!!Gonna face this problems and carry on my life!!!10:46pm back to the top